In scripture we find that Jesus approached our brokenness wholistically. His mission statement is beautifully summarized in Luke 4:18-19:
“The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, for he has anointed me to bring Good News to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim that captives will be released, that the blind will see, that the oppressed will be set free, and that the time of the Lord’s favor has come.”
Jesus borrowed his mission from Isaiah 61. When Jesus said that the Spirit of the Sovereign Lord was upon him (Isaiah 61:1), that truth became evident at his baptism when the Father declared of Him: “You are my dearly loved Son, and you bring me great joy.”
Many of us try to manage our own lives and the lives of others through excessive controlling behavior. We try to manage our own pain through addiction rather than experiencing the “God of all comfort who comforts us in all our troubles” (2 Corinthians 1:3). Those who are truly poor in spirit are those who have come to the end of trying to manage their own lives and the lives of others. They have admitted their powerlessness and accepted that God is able to do what they cannot. They “let go and let God.”
The courageous face and embrace their lives as they really have been, and in doing so, mourn the losses they have experienced. It is through the pain of those losses that healing comes. God said that his favor will come to those who are mourning and that a crown of beauty awaits those who have only previously experienced the crumbs and ashes of life.
Is your church a safe community for you to find hope and healing? Are there other safe people in whom you can confide? Do you have the courage to go to counseling, if needed?
Just know, you are worth it.